I realize I have let many of my followers down by not posting often. I would like to explain what was going on; last year was crazy with school and this year has been the same. I was also very busy this summer because I got a full time job. The good news is that I’m back. What I want my followers to understand is that running an anonymous account, while leading a normal life, and working my ass off in school is not easy.

So, why am I back? I’m assuming all of you have read 50 shades of grey, or know what the premise is. Well, I have met my Christian Grey. First of all, I would like to explain that I was into BDSM far before 50 shades. You can see that I have posted bondage photos long before the book was published. My adoration for erotica lead me to the BDSM world a few years ago, but I hadn’t dived into the lifestyle until a few months ago. So, back to my original question: why am I back? I am back because my Dom would like me to keep a journal of my exploration into the BDSM world. So, this blog has taken on a new direction. Undecided Whore is now documenting the dangers and ugly side to BDSM that 50 shades did not explain. But, I am also explaining the beauty found in this life.

Why did I stop being a sugar baby? One thing I never discussed in my blog was the times I felt used and like a prostitute. It depended on the Sugar Daddy; some were good and some were horrible. I decided to end my Sugar Daddy note on a high one and told my most recent Sugar Daddy that I no longer had a taste for the life. I felt incredibly good to let go of that life. As always, I am still open to helping girls with questions about my Sugar Daddy experiences. Although, I do not suggest it.

Isn’t BDSM some weird kinky shit? To this question, which I know I will be asked, I return with another question: To the vanilla world that doesn’t know any better? My answer to the question is yes. Are their things I do not want to mess around with? Sure. However, will I judge others for being turned on by them? No. You will see many posts/ pictures including thing you have never heard of, but I ask that you keep an open mind. If I lose a few followers for honesty, then so be it. This brings me to my next question.

How much will your blog change? Honestly, not that much. I have always incorporated BDSM photos in my blog. The only differences will be the following: a few layout changes, different introduction, and posts containing BDSM material. I am also a novice to this world. Another big change, is my inability to talk dirty with you guys. However, I will answer any questions and post many dirty stories relating to my experiences as a sub. One thing you will see in the kind of relationship is that I belong to my Sir. My mind, body, and heart are his to do with as he pleases. Within the limits that I set with him, of course. In essence, the sub truly holds the power in the dynamic because the sub sets the limits. BDSM is all about safe, sane, and consensual. There are fall backs in order, such as safe words, to stop anything that makes me feel uncomfortable.

I’m happy to be back and will begin posting photos/ dirty stories tomorrow. I want others to be able to view this message and understand the changes.

Undecided Whore